F*@#!!!

That's the perfect word to describe my day..

I sooo hate this day.. my mom bossed me around.. I drove the whole day.. my feet are f*ckin tired.. I am tired.. don't they know that i get tired too? She made me drive from the house to ateneo .. and i had to go around and around the school coz she was looking for my brother.. then i drove to rustan's.. then to daily.. then to UP.. then to Pure gold.. she brought me along to get my sister.. then i drove to eastwood to get a haircut that i didn't get since all the salons were closed and the only one open was charging P650 for a stupid haircut.. shit! then we went to gilmore to get the brownies.. then we went home na.. but...

on the way home i received a text message.. since i was driving i could not check it.. since my sister was there it should have been SOP to check my phone ryt??? but no.. she did not... and since it was traffic it was hard for me to look for my fone in my bag while driving.. but she was so insensitive.. she just didn't get the message.. I almost hit the cab in front of us.. good thing i didn't ryt? not really coz.. yeah i hit the brakes but a tray fell.. luckily, there were only three casualties..

You see, i was really really tired from all the driving and the walking and the running the whole day.. and that's what i get? argh!!!!! is she really that insensitive? i mean really.. i was laughing at the two sisters who had a cat fight in theater mall coz one of them was insensitive.. she did not get the car key that her sister wanted her to hold.. but actually i envy the girl who started it.. she was the one who gave the key you see.. she badly needed to go to the restroom but the insensitive one did not give a damn.. I so envy her coz i can't do that to my sister.. no matter how pissed i am.. i just can't.. there are a lot of times when i hate what she does.. especially her being insensitive.. but what do i do? i change the subject.. i try to ask her how her day was or if she wants to go somewhre or if she wants to watch a movie.. things like that.. argh..

is there something wrong with me?