Blue Roast

I had a blast last night! Yesss... I went to the Blue Roast. Why? Because I realized that it wasn't really about the rose, it was about spending time with your college friends.

So, yeah, I had so much fun! Vikki, Megan, Mel, and Anj gave their blue roses to their long time crushes. Super kilig as in!!! I was kinda jealous though coz I sooo wanted to give my rose to a long time crush too. Problem was, I don't have a long time crush. So there...

I got to have my picture taken with Father Nebres. Yey!!! Love it!!!


I liked the Blue Roast video.. Reminiscing talaga.. And I realized that we all watched the same shows when we were kids... Jologs!!! We knew all the stuff they showed.. hahaha.. Super laugh trip talaga!!!

I also liked the fireworks!

We all went to Embassy afterwards.. Shempre it was full of Ateneans. Free eh. The magic word? "Blue Roast" Wahahaha!!!

OK. Enough of that.. Anyway, I went to school today to get my invites and my toga. Little did I know that the toga was only distributed in school yesterday! So Vikki and I had our little Marikina adventure. We went to Marikina Heights coz Cattleya was there. Itwas sooo hard to find! We got lost on our way to the shop!!!! Geez... It took us 1 hour to find it!!!

I just had to take a picture of the place.. and yeah.. that's Vikki's hair.. hehehe ;-)

gotta sleep.. mass tom...

Having Fun

I'm trying to enjoy my freedom coz I know it will be cut short by job hunting and hopefully, a job. I've been going out a lot these days.

last Saturday:
I went to Serendra with the Starclass people who had nothing to do. That would be Eia, Ginel, and Endang. We were trying to plan a beach reunion with our high school classmates. We ate dinner in Guava. The food there was ok. We ate Crispy Pata with Lechon Kawali and Spring Rolls. We did not getto finish our food though. Then Endang went ahead coz her mom would get mad at her if she goes home late. Her mom believes the "accidents before graduation" thing. Eia went home after her. So Ginel and I decided to grab some desserts from Miss Desserts before going home. We got 4 different kinds of cheesecake. Yumm!!! They were a bit pricey though.

last Wednesday:
Went to EK with Megan, Mel, Angelica, and Vikki. It was fun!!! Went on the Log Jam and Dodgem twice. We had our pictures taken with EK's Wizard. Hahaha! Then we ate dinner in Max's Laguna afterwards. Mel did not eat much. I think she was on a diet either because our grad is fast approaching or because of _____. Hahaha!

last Friday - Saturday:
I went to the Fort with Pauie, Joy, and Faith. Esther celebrated her birthday in Embassy. We got the past 12 and a lot of people were still in line so we went to Jaipur first. Faith and I ate Lamb Shawarmas hoping that real lamb meat were inside. I was so disappointed when I saw ground lamb! I gave my "Lamb Longganisa" to Joy and ate the shawarma vegetarian style. Drank free Kahlua drinks! Just 2 shots made me tipsy. haha! So I enjoyed it. Free tipsy-ness! We went to the Cafeteria afterwards and ate dessert. It was a huge brownie with bananas and ice cream. We went people watching there. Some people do dress wierd just to get noticed or get l*id. Geez! And I just hated the site of a foreigner walking with a..... Well, I guess you get the picture. Saw Esther inside Cafeteria. We told her we were trying to call her butshe was unreachable. Turns out that her phone was stolen! Poor dear. Afterwards we went to Cuisine. People were going home already but we were just getting started. I guess we were late bloomers. hehehe... We decided to go home afterwards. I slept at Pauie's house again since it was too early for me to go home.

Saturday:
BUM day!!!

Love it! I want to do more stuff.. hahaha!

But first I have to do a couple of cover letters and make some calling cards.

I soooo want to go to the beach after grad...

Happy Birthday Esther and Angelica!!!

Senior Syndrome

i've been hit by the senior syndrome..

i went to the comtech send-off party in capones.. i had so much fun with my batchmates..

after the party, vikki, megan and i went to kopi roti. the three of us had a long chat.. talked about our experiences in the Ateneo since we were in first year..

After our chat, i brought vikki and megan home.. While I was driving along commonwealth alone, I realized that the three of us have been friends since 1st year.. we were course blockmates and English blockmates. This made us close I guess. Can't believe that it's already been four years since we all met each other. damn! time flies so fast!

Anyway, imma stop my senti mode. i have to reserve it for grad. 18 days to go...

>>>at Atenista nga ako.. may picture na ako with ***** ***! wahahaha (ngiti hanggang tenga)

self pity mode once again

Ok.. so it was my sister's 18th Birthday yesterday. I had to much fun. And I'm sure she did too.
Anyway, her debut was planned. It was a Bratz themed party. She had so many guests. Which led me to having this self pity mode once again.

You see, my debut was a surprise party. It was because i did not really want to celebrate it. WHY? Well parties need planning and they cost a lot. I did not want to have a party since we are not that rich. I thought it was just a waste of money. And another reason why i did not want to celebrate is because I was afraid that no one would come. Yup!!! This is still my fear up til now. Whenever I think of something, I feel that no one will buy it. (That was why when there were a lot of people in the ARWAN XMAS party, I was super dee duppery happy)

Just a few minutes ago, my mom was asking me why i did not have as much gifts as my sister. Well, my barx is kuripot i think (yeah we all are, im sure of that). But then, I thought to myself, maybe not that much people care about me. I don't know. I don't really know what to think. But I still defended my friends. I told her that gifts were not important as long as we know deep inside that we are real friends to one another. Yeah, cheesy!

Anyway, right now I am wondering if i die, would people come and visit me? Well, when i die i want to be cremated pronto. So that there would be no funeral. So that no one would know if people actually knew me or not.

Is is the number of friends you have that is important or is it the quality of the relationships that you have?

I admit that I am a bit jealous since she is always the center of attention in her circle of friends. She is more people oriented than I am. She has great leadership skills. She has been president of a club for two times. Her friendster network is so huge. She always has a hectic schedule.

**Pauline, Happy Birthday!!! I am proud of you.***

Me? Well virtually, i do not exist i guess.

Can't i live in my own little world where everybody knows me?

Right now, i just feel like useless crap! I am FAILURE personified.

*sigh*

Soon it's Christmas

yeah.. 2 days to go before Christmas.. but a lot has been bugging me.. im kinda wishing it wont come..

Christmas is usually the time when we are all happy since the family can be together. And of course, it's a celebration of our savior's birth. But then.. i just don't feel like celebrating it this year because:

1. It's now the time of the year when I get to realize that I am really getting old. We used to celebrate Christmas in my Grandfather's house in fairview. But when I was 7, he died, so we then celebrated it in my uncle's house since then. A lot of complications happened between my step-grandma and my grandpa's relatives. Anyway. Everyone in my mother's side celebrated Christmas there. Then, my mom's eldest brother died last last year. So thet's one down. After that,my mom's other brother, the owner of the house, died last year. Ok, that's minus two. Then my cousin and his family migrated to Texas. That's a total of six all in all. And my uncle's other friends who go to their house to celebrate Christmas with us have also migrated. So since last year's Christmas, I realized that when you get older, things really change.
2. My grandfather (my dad's dad) was diagnosed with cancer a few weeks back. And he is kinda weak now. I don't know. I keep on thinking that this Christmas might be his last. I cant get it out of my head. I just hate it.
3. I have thesis. And we have to pass our opman part on the 29th. So i have to work the whole christmas break. We also have a paper due on the 5th for strategic management and an exam also on the 5th. School is now making me insane!!!

Thank God for ARWAN!
I know it may sound cheesy and all but honestly, last night's Christmas party made me forget about all the worries that has been bugging me these past few days.

Anyway.. I'm out..

hope you guys have a MERRY CHRISTMAS :-)

***arwan xmas party pix in comtecharwan.multiply.com