I cried. Yeah, funny, I know. I didn't just cry, I cried like a baby for around 30mins or so. I don't know why I did. I just felt like it. My mom thought that I have lost it.
We lost and it really hit me hard. I know it was just basketball but still, I don't know, I kinda meant a lot for me I guess.
I know that basketball games do not determine the quality of the school, neither can it say something about the school's students, but right now, I feel that it can.
I am still depressed right now. I feel like I'm in deep shit and I think that that loss just added to what I have been feeling (ever since July 07). I feel like I'm the worst person ever. I have been avoiding people. I have been crying a lot alone. I don't want to see my barkada. I don't want to talk to them. As much as possible, I don't want people talking to me since they might ask questions that would probably make me wish I would vanish.
You see, whenever I am with my friends, they would always gang up on me since I am the only one who went to Ateneo. Although I just laugh at them, truth is I am affected. If people gang up on you every time you meet, I think it would somehow affect you too. That is why right now I want to prove something to myself first. Maybe when that time happens, I would finally be able to face people.
I am such a DRAMA QUEEN. I know. That's just how it is.
Anyway... enough of the drama.
FACT: Ateneo won 3 of their 5 games versus La Salle. (Although they lost games that really mattered)
WIN OR LOSE, IT'S THE SCHOOL WE CHOOSE!
ANIMO ATENEO!
GO ATENEO! ONE BIG FIGHT!
MASARAP MAGING ATENISTA!!!
ANIMO ATENEO!
GO ATENEO! ONE BIG FIGHT!
MASARAP MAGING ATENISTA!!!
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I feel like I'm the worst person ever. I have been avoiding people. I have been crying a lot alone. I don't want to see my barkada. I don't want to talk to them. As much as possible, I don't want people talking to me since they might ask questions that would probably make me wish I would vanish.
hey phoebe.. amen. i know what you mean.:)
>:D<
-roy v
roy> whoa! really?
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