my first day

i was late, as usual, in getting up for school.. i experienced the first day traffic in katipunan.. especially in the ateneo grade school..

i was early for my first class.. of course.. i had to bring my brother to school.. so i arrived in sec b at arounf 7am.. tiff was there already.. alone.. then nikki came.. but they had class.. so i was left there.. alone.. haha.. i tried to sleep.. and i did fall asleep! haha.. for some reason.. as i woke up.. i had this huge smile plastered on my stupid face! the people must have thought i was some wierdo.. up to now i do not know why i was smiling..

as 9 am approached.. a freshman approached us..
freshman: "my first class is at 9am.. ummmm... what happens before 9?"
senior MIS:"uh... nothing?!"
freshman:"are there classes going on before 9?"
senior MIS:"uh yeah?!"
freshman:"so i cant go to my classroom yet?"
senior MIS:"no"
then he thanked us and went away.. uh.. odd questions huh? i never thought someone would ask those..

anyway.. moving on.. my first class was history.. the teacher was fine.. lively enough.. it was a very interactive class.. then i had my 4 and a half break.. i ate in the caf with denise, cueps, and atom.. afterwards.. we chatted with rachel.. had lotsa laughs coz of cueps.. hahaha..

CS time came.. it was ok.. a bit boring though.. since we just discussed the syllabus.. philo 101 was also ok though i think it would have been better if it was in filipino.. but it was ok.. during philo time, i browsed the book that cueps borrowed.. it was a book by tony perez.. and a couple of quotes struck me..

"The love you desire is only the most you can contain"
"Love is expensive because you want it to be"
"Vanity is not a deadly sin"

but what struck me most is this..

"TRUE LOVE IS NOT SWEET"

after reading it, i cried.. i could not contain myself.. is it because i lack love? is it because i have so much love to give but no one is there to accept it? well.. i am still searching for my true love.. how would i know if i could actually feel true love? damn i do not know!

*NO BOYFRIEND SINCE BIRTH*

but i know.. it will happen in the right time, at the right place.. it will be a perfect moment!

***NEWSFLASH***
i realized a have a crush on someone.. i was eyeing him since summer but i could not admit that i have a crush on him.. i feel so happy! i feel like i am now a real human being!!! after a very long time (around two years i guess) i FINALLY have a crush!!!

im sooo happy.. i have a reason to go to school now...