CONGRATULATIONS VL SALLE

First of all, I would like to congratulate DLSU for winning.

I cried. Yeah, funny, I know. I didn't just cry, I cried like a baby for around 30mins or so. I don't know why I did. I just felt like it. My mom thought that I have lost it.

We lost and it really hit me hard. I know it was just basketball but still, I don't know, I kinda meant a lot for me I guess.

I know that basketball games do not determine the quality of the school, neither can it say something about the school's students, but right now, I feel that it can.

I am still depressed right now. I feel like I'm in deep shit and I think that that loss just added to what I have been feeling (ever since July 07). I feel like I'm the worst person ever. I have been avoiding people. I have been crying a lot alone. I don't want to see my barkada. I don't want to talk to them. As much as possible, I don't want people talking to me since they might ask questions that would probably make me wish I would vanish.

You see, whenever I am with my friends, they would always gang up on me since I am the only one who went to Ateneo. Although I just laugh at them, truth is I am affected. If people gang up on you every time you meet, I think it would somehow affect you too. That is why right now I want to prove something to myself first. Maybe when that time happens, I would finally be able to face people.

I am such a DRAMA QUEEN. I know. That's just how it is.

Anyway... enough of the drama.

FACT: Ateneo won 3 of their 5 games versus La Salle. (Although they lost games that really mattered)

WIN OR LOSE, IT'S THE SCHOOL WE CHOOSE!
ANIMO ATENEO!
GO ATENEO! ONE BIG FIGHT!
MASARAP MAGING ATENISTA!!!