Friday, April 28

nostalgia

wednesday night: senti mode.. fixed some stuff under the bed then saw letters.. lonely crying moment!!! hahaha...

woke up early yesterday.. had errands.. went to ibank to deposit then to bdo to pay a bill due may 1.. then i went to pauie's house since joy was still sleeping.. grabe nang ditch!!! inuna pa sila ***** kaysa sa akin! (joke!)

anyway i went to pauie's house.. we ate lunch then went to v-mall coz she had to buy a semi-portable printer (hahaha.. coined our own term.. the portable one was super expensive!!!) then i bought a creative webcam and an a4-tech headset so that poj won't keep on borrowing ours.. hehehe.. i found an internal card reader na and it's only 750!!! have to buy that... after buying my motherboard, cpu, and ram.. hehehe..

then we went back to pauie's house.. fixed some stuff then we went to valle 2 to get mia and joy.. (ay talagang get ang sinabi ko dba.. kamusta naman yon?! hahaha...) then we went to metrowalk coz i wanted to try the banana mocha frap of starbux.. hehehe.. then did some catching up.. UBE to the max!!! hahaha.. first time i ever used UBE.. got it from maimai!!! anyway..

i realized i really missed them.. especially talking to them.. and i think that "chat" confirmed that i have found true friends 7 years ago.. sabi nga ni pauie in her 6 yr old letter "a good friendship takes time, times that can never be forgotten" so yeah.. i think it was time's fault why they became my good best friends.. hehe.. whatever!

we were talking about high school and grade school and kinder in saint paul pasig.. gosh.. old school.. well, we're old.. the people we met.. hahaha.. and the stupid things we did.. hilarious!!! but then i remembered that there were things i wanted to forget.. actually i believed that i have forgotten those.. but then last night.. i realized.. that, well, we can't really erase something from our memory.. but it's better to try to believe that it never ever happened ever!!! dba joy?

anyway.. there was this line that struck me pa in pauie's letter.. but it's between joy and i.. anyway joy.. this is what i wanted to say last nyt sa YM.. dumating na ung sinabi ni pauie eh.. kaya lang ewan ko.. what happened? alam mo un? im asking that question to myself.. parang *poof* it vanished.. tama ba ako? ako lang ba nag iisip nun? hmmm... pero there are things about me that no one could ever know.. ikaw lang ang nakakaalam nung stuff na un.. that can should never change forever.. ang masasabi ko lang.. i trust you.. hahaha... pero 220 yan..

well.. ok.. i think iwas so dependent before that is why God made me go to ateneo alone!!! So the past 3 years i had to start from semi-scratch.. i had to find true friends in a new environment.. i found them naman eh.. pero shempre iba pa rin ang may super tagal na pinagsamahan.. I LOVE HEPS FOREVER!!!

ahhhh NOSTALGIA!!!

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